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Oct. 25th, 2009

sad and then...

yo peeps!
i've been busy the whole period when i wasn't blogging. i know a lot of you guys are missing me right? *ehem2* because a lot of people kept pm me to update my blog.LOL.whatever wahidah!

ok, so raya was fun with families and friends! *stories from the past* i know it's too late but i just want to express those feelings. 3 days straight went out for visiting with seconday school friends and though it was tiring but i've enjoyed myself. apart from getting green packets, i got to see faces that i missed since last year's raya. that's freaking long man.

move on, school reopened and now it's the 3rd week. fatigue is my every day's vocab. there's training, tutoring and practicing! no stop for me. the Kirana show is getting nearer and i'm double pressurize as i'l be the one who starts the whole show. i might just forget those notations..ohh GOD! help me..

today went out to Plaza Singapura to catch Lee Min Ho at Etude house. however, all excitement turned to despair as the event was cancelled due to security reasons. how UNREASONABLE is that?! ok, maybe my mind still not in logical state to think its rationale. i'm soo mad because i got stuck with the crowds for NOTHING!! N.O.T.H.I.N.G. they kept pushing me and i swear i'm trying to cool myself by slurping LJS's ice lemon tea. *sigh*. some of them even sweating + crying, i heard they got stamp feet. like OMG. until one point of time i said "don't push can?!". it was too obvious that you can see me swaying from side to side without moving. just ridiculous. but that's not all, after all that, we didn't get to see him. such a waste!

in the end, met Yana and headed for harbour front to meet the rest - those who wanted to watch Panji at NUS. i could say that the show was funny and interesting; at least that made my day. then, reached home about 10 + pm safely. i'm off.

my family

my training life

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Aug. 29th, 2009

alhmadulillah...

finally, i've passed my bike practical which i failed 2 days ago. hahax. i'm so grateful to GOD for everything. then, yesterday went to IMM with my mom, my sisters and Huda. so, after i made my decision, i bought new phone. woohoo! new handphone, new life! hahax. but still got a lot to explore the functions of it. thanks ibu! you're the best, love you.

straight went for my tutoring. gosh! the exams that i've conducted the day before yesterday was horrible. their marks were just pfffttt(no words to describe =_="), not even near to passing marks! and i was wondering how they're going to sit for PSLE. woah, pressure on me again. haiz.

anyway, let's talk about some kpops to destress myself. hahax. yeah kpop is rapidly exapnding and i can't catch up with every songs anymore(but still on the run with the updates) because there's a lot and every day is different news. lol. currently been addicted to 'i don't care' by 2NE1 but only know the chorus part. but that's okay. hahax. i haven't watch any jdramas since the last UT as i'm busy playing jamlegend. and i'm missing it. huhu. YES! i haven't do anything for my PP and that's really worries me. wth. ok i'm off.

news anchors can't stop laughing and seriously i'll be like them too if i'm in their positions! ROFL

Aug. 27th, 2009

FAILED..huhu

yeah.i failed my bike practical and my both hands cramped right now.urgghh! the embarrassing moment was the fact that i fell down twice in the circuit where there were a lot of people.gosh! being the only girl in my practical group is pressurising. moreover, i was the first driver who leads everyone(the guys) in the front. hahax. i don't know how many times my names being called through the speaker like, " wahidah, don't bend too wide","wahidah, check your blindspot","wahidah this, wahidah that".lol. then, at the end, there's one guy talked to me "confirm failed ar".i've only replied yeah and seriously we both failed! hahax. going to take again this Saturday.

after the whole thing, i went to school to attend my IG meeting. but before that, since it's still early like 12.20pm and the thing starts at 2pm, i went to POPULAR to buy the kids' exam sample paper. so, obviously when i reached school, there was no one and i did a bit of the exam paper. some of the questions are hard and uses a lot of thinking. later that i realized i bought the advanced learners for all papers! shit and i can't change it. so, whatever.

after the meeting with TRCC people, meeting within our group. discuss about how the teasers going to be like and me with my wild imaginations again. hahax. i let you guys see once done. then, got a fan-girling moments with the kpop-craziness people and talking about 2pm. hahax.

when i was tutoring, i slept for half an hour or one due to tiredness and boredom to the max. they took an exam so i need to invigilate but yeah! slept on the sofa. hahax. i'm off.

freaking hilarious. this the training of the parody by 2am and 2pm.lol

Aug. 25th, 2009

YEY!! IT'S O-V-E-R

i know the first thing you guys want to know what i've been up to these days without blogging, am i right? hahax. i was busy preparing for Understanding Test 3(UT3) last week and also this week. i'm so worried about how well i'm doing because this time the papers are mostly tough and i'm speechless especially microcontroller and circuit analysis papers. for micro, i was flipping through the pages to find the easiest but none whereas for circuit, i left a blank for last question and definitely 6 marks gone as i didn't put any formulas. NO TIME! i'm so frustrated. ok, i'm over it; don't want to think about it anymore. the more i think, the more it hurts!

yeah! so finally comes holiday but still i got trainings and meetings on holidays. i want to finish up my bike practical also, so that the faster i can ride to school! woohoo. i've been thinking of buying a new phone BUT can make up my mind between omnia 2 or jet. hahax.

my sister just came back from Mesir yesterday. hahax. missed her so much and she bought a lot of chocolates and sweetenings from there. LOL. like can last for more than a month supply! ohh~ and finally this semester ended officially. i'm gonna miss them. before i end, happy fasting month for all Muslims in the whole wide world. i'm off.

i find this very hilarious. dorky people. it's one of the episodes where SNSD become moms.

will miss you guys. not all here though.

Aug. 7th, 2009

ARGGGHH!

mood:

tired

if you hate me just say it! HYPOCRITE! i don't like the fact that i'm stuck in my hatred world. i don't want to have enemies but your existence in my life as if pushing me to that guilt. guilty for pretending that we're still good.i hate your guts! because you blocked me from your blog. FINE! i don't care about your life and i know that you've been writing about me and backstabbing me. GOSH! it's true that people are deceiving. now i know how it feels to face the reality. wth with the fake smile? don't you know it's too obvious to smile?! this kinda irritates me. congrats because you're the first that i hate this much. proud? don't be. you've got enough of it that makes me sick. no wonder you look so lonely, thanks to your arrogant attitude! you always think you're superior than them huh? then think twice. you hurt their prides totally and what can i say? I HATE YOU, MR. B! the end.

sorry to all readers, i really need some space to rant as this is bothering me. i'm going to let this off my mind after this. i got alot to stress about. ok, my week was as usual. attended classes, training and tutoring but still got time with my jdramas. i'm loving it! W.A.I.T! i need to get study for my UT3s. it's getting nearer like less than a week. SOS! and the kids are out of hand. too many to handle. sigh. i'm dying. but no! i can't afford to give up. this is just not me! ohh well, i guess i've changed. i'm going to stop now, so for now just for your laughs.i'm off.

start watching from 1 minute..LOL

that's what my MATHS is all about. hahax

Aug. 2nd, 2009

(no subject)

yo ppl! (i know it's unnecessary but whatever!)

so just now i went for Mukminin's sports day event to help out a little (but eventually i helped a little =_=') . it was an OK event to say and ohh, i'm awkward now to do any physical activities. reason being i've not been active since in rp because of school stuffs and tutoring; and there's no time for me to make space for any activities. it's just so not me! so i'm going to do a lot of things during this coming holidays..(or maybe not) hahax. so yea, back to the story, met the rest of my friends and update each other about our lives. then, went to JP to accompany my sister; she's a fan of Fasha Sandha, so sensasi had organized this fanmeeting event, and she was all excited about it! (duhh). meanwhile, had a good chat with Bedah and i'm soo uncomfortable with the uncle sitting besides me. Bedah went back home first as she needs to get a rest and i'm standing not far away from my sister to enjoy the show too. Suhaimi Yusoff really cracks me up with the level of nonsense as mine, so i understand him. suddenly a small hand was holding mine, i startled for a moment. jeng jeng jeng, she was a toddler(ok maybe a baby)! soo cute but i just don't know what to do at that time. plus, it was so crowded and it would be strange if out of nowhere i was squating
in front of her. hahax. so i was standing all along and still trying my best to play with her. we were soo hungry after the event and by the time we knew it, we were going to KFC westmall. LOL. i slept like a log after that and just woke up. hahax. i haven't do my revision yet,GOSH! ok bye. i'm off.

WHAT A MEMORY! hahax. that's so the old me.

another worth of laughing! LOL

Jul. 30th, 2009

a normal day

today school as usual and module on digital electronics. same thing, did practical on digital trainer kit and was introduced to handy oscilloscope. Hazirah and me were the only ones left in the group so we combined with another team. aside from that, was having fun laughing at the video i posted the other day. nowadays,i felt that it's getting lesser and lesser people as the holidays coming in 3 weeks time. but i'm more worried about UT3 which is just before our holidays and most important thing the weightage is heavier. seriously need to study starting from now as there's not much time left for me. phew.

i went back home with Hidz and she had a bad day. LOL. she was frustrated with her msn. poor her. then, i reached my aunt's place to tutor the kids. now, plus one more student and that means another pressure. gosh! but to think at the bright side, more money. hahax. and i was planning to take my bike practical the whole month of ramadhan maybe. well, it's school holiday anyway. ohh my sis will be going back here on fasting month; i can't wait! missing her.

i want to share with you guys a video. really funny! i can't stop laughing. enjoy..

LOL.i'm off.

Jul. 29th, 2009

(no subject)

*Yawn* i just woke up from sleep. thought of taking a nap for a while but turned out to be 2 hrs of sleeping. hahax. i've always looking forward to Tuesday and Friday because i won't be schooling the next day.LOL.

well, i slept during 6p! due to total of 27 slides talking about Classifications of amplifiers. seriously, i can't take it so as the result, i slept but listen to what he said. miraculously, i don't feel sleepy during gamelan training! hahax. and was awake the whole time. we need to practice vocal and play instruments at the same time. hahax. it's really challenging. then, we did stupid things to keep ourselves awake. plus, there's a video too! i'll upload at the end of my entry.

Kia actually asked me whether i want to join her and Zinni eat halal sushi at Clementi. i felt so sad i couldn't make it; all because i got training. guys, next time we go together right?!?!

so, my day ended here. i'm going to watch dramas again. hahax. i'm off.

p/s: i don't know how to upload videos from my files. so for now, i can't upload the video we're taken. sorry.

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Jul. 27th, 2009

what a cold day..

mood:

confused

i'm soo hating but loving the weather. to be honest, i like it warm than freezing. every single day i have to endure freezing and i hate that! well, just now was colder than normal days due to heavy rain. that's the reason why i went to the ladies more than usual. hahax.

during 2nd break time, went for module selection talk and there were few people who attend it. i really felt that the talk was a repetitive one from before( somewhere around last year before entering to a new semester). in other words, B-O-R-I-N-G. luckily it was only for half an hour, or else, i'll be snoring in front of the Program Chair.LOL. truthfully,i hate attending talks and that explains why i haven't completed my CE points because i can't stand people talking all by themselves. i called that one-sided communication where a person listens to another person talks and never had an opportunity to talk. it bores me most of the time, really! exception to those with interesting topics, then i'll be alive. people who knows me well will know that i love to comments/critiques when i'm watching something; that is to keep me awake and say my opinions. hahax.

ok, so after school met Fatin, Atiyah and Fadh2 to discuss about our marketing strategy but only manage to draw the layouts of our poster. well, you guys know when girls meet girls, there's a lot of thing to talk about. and recently there was a rumor about auntie crackers who sells from house to house. maybe at first i believed in it but after a lot of variety stories, i speculate maybe it's not true at all. who knows. then, as per normal headed to our gamelan training and played some repertoire.

i think i've said many times now, but i'm beginning to get sick with RJs! take it as today's, the SAME QUESTION as last week and i've really no idea. so simple solution is to talk craps all the way. i can conclude that my RJ is getting shorter day by day. hahax.

so now i have a dilemma because until yesterday, my old blog was doing perfectly fine with no more technical error of audio/video formats. that's like after i'm doing well with my livejournal! but i guess it's too late now. only problem i have with the new blog is the comment thingy-i don't know who posted so i seek everyone's cooperation to kindly leave your name somewhere in your comments, or else i'll be miserable. thank you! i'm off.

Jul. 26th, 2009

Ms. Lonely..

now i'm all alone in the house. everyone's going out except me because i'm too lazy to dress up. hahax. yea! it feels like i'm going to post everyday but maybe not. feelings can change. so better not say promising words again.

today, i woke up late as it is the weekend. found out that my parents went out already. just now watched 'little rascals' so cute. hahax. i kept laughing to their acting. now that's brings memories of my childhood. living a carefree world without any worries but that was all in the past. sigh. sometimes i wish to turn back time and stay young forever. huhu.

i'm starving right now, i need something to eat. gosh! ok people, i'm off for now. i want to continue watching my dramas. hahax. ohh btw, today Singapore vs Liverpool! we know who's going to win but let's stay positive.LOL. i'm officially off.

i'm not depressed!

finally!

mood:

cheerful

music: taxi-dbsk

Yea!!i'm soo excited with the new blog! Btw, i moved to livejournal as i think using blogger is a bit troublesome for me. First, i have to search for the layouts and modify the codes(the part where i hate most!).Second, i think there's something wrong with the blog itself because my media can't play. whatever i uploaded in video/audio format, it seems not working. i'm soo stressed up.So yea! that's enough for the reason why i moved.

mianhe for those who keep waiting for my new post.i've been busy with school stuff and my tutoring. so, most of my free time i rather spend on catching up dramas that i've missed and also reading updates. there's so much to blog about but so little 'energy' i have.hahax. i've also decided to change my way of writing into proper english without modifying 's' as 'z' or 'k' to 'x'. ohh..maybe for my laugh style, still using x at the back.

anyway, i can feel KPOP is gaining popularity in Singapore. Ironically, it's so sad that there's still not many people know them. ohh i should say that only WONDERGIRLS is popular here with 'nobody'. until it makes me sick at one point of time hearing 'nobody' ringtones everywhere. i feel like telling those people "HELLO! that's 1 year ago song!" however that will never happen. LOL. i should be happy that at least there are still people who likes them. hahax.

ok, move on to the real world. i'm seriously SICK of doing RJ everyday. why? simple. the question almost the same which makes me dry out on ideas. or should i copy and paste the one with the same question? hahax. no! i can't because they got this system that can detect plagiarism. whatever! UT is driving me crazy. the worst thing is when i've studied like hell but the questions gave different kind of questions that i've practiced! i felt that this is the first time i prepared few weeks before the tests. looking back, i didn't study my O level as mad as now. and who says RP is easy? maybe you should be me for one week, or even one day. i'm sure you'll scratch your head till there's no hair left(ok exaggerate abit!).well, compared to other polys, they got books and they got someone to teach them whereas ours, we need to find the answers in worksheet provided by doing research or whatever means by ourselves. and that's totally HELL!

i would like to thanks to those who wished my birthday though it's really late to talk about it.hahax. who cares anyway. really, i'm touched by all the thoughts and gifts you guys gave me. THANKS a zillion once again! YES! i've watched syurga cinta last friday and i really LOVE the whole story. maybe only the ending is not really satisfying for me but overall THUMBS UP! wow. i think i stop here since i can talk non-stop. hahax. i should learn to restrain myself from talking unnecessarily. i'm off.